I just need to let people know this; I am having a really difficult time right now. A number of thing are happening/ have happened which are really helping to get me down. Here's a list;
1. My Gran has been in hospital.
2. My dog is going for an operation on Tuesday He didn't survive.
3. 2 exams (1 days after the other)
4. Job interview which lasts two hour tomorrow.
5. A piece of coursework which I did has gone missing and I can't find the receipt. Found it! Thank goodness
6. I am not able to apply for my compulsory courses next year because the intranet is messed up. If I don't apply by 31/05 I will not be able to attend university next year.

Yup. That's currently my life. I can tell you know; I will fail those exams and the interview. Unfortunately that coursework is 60% of my grade too. So I'm f***ed.

Why am I making this journal?
Two reasons. Firstly, I want to help my parents pay for this £180 operation on my dog. But of course I have no money, so commissions will REALLY help me right now! [link]
(No saying 'I don't have money' please, that doesn't help me.)

Secondly, artwork maybe a little slow. I have a million sketches but I just can't get myself to finish them. (This includes owed art, so I recommend commissioning a sketch)

Also, I guess I can say, please just try to help me out through this. I really, really need it. I know this doesn't seem much to some of you, but it is all getting on top of me and to be honest, I'm really struggling to handle it all. <3